epi_writes: count it

by epi

we’re different than we were…
(we all are).

count this as growth. [here
i am just this girl taking pictures out the
window of a moving car & trying to
discount the blurry edges
trying to ignore the smudges
& the way it’s not lined up right.
the view was perfect, so the picture
could’ve been too if i had… but i didn’t*.
now it’s different than it was
& i can’t change it… i can’t go back.]

*(shows the movement, the need
to get the picture quickly, rather
than not at all. it’s not right….
but it’s not wrong, either.)

all i’m saying is that maybe
we can count this as growth.